Trying.... That feeling of just wanting to give in. That feeling of not having a sense of belonging and trying to involve yourself to where you may not matter. Then rejection hits and feel like you have tried everything, yet you go to places that you know won't satisfy you. Trying is not what should be said after doing something, trying should be something that you are currently doing. You can't say I've tried, that is giving up, better yet a good line for someone who is lying on the death bed. Trying is a practice that requires no education, that don't require knowledge but that requires wisdom. "Knowlegde is knowing what to do, Wisdom is knowing how to do it", so now you have the knowledge of knowing what to do and that is to try, but you haven't got the wisdom of how to do it. Not everything comes with a manual, some things you just have to figure them out. To succeed in life you must be a curious person, that will teach you to not wait for answers to come but ask for them first, to not take the path that is already open, create your own to see where it will take you. Curiousity is key to discovery. The mice had to be traped in order to get the cheese, but it never got to taste it, because death beat it to it. So no one wants to end like that. Just keep on trying, ofcourse some things will distruct you and you will think that you have discouvered a new thing, yet that new thing was distructing you from getting to an old thing, that you have always been trying to get. You were just a feet away, and you let it go, because of the new thing that you still have to try to get to it. Oh gosh, you didn't take steps back, you just jumped the finishing line, and another race begun and you wonder why you never achieve any races, why you never get to finishing lines. You skept about five trophies because you are always striving for something new, if you are you, nothing will be old, it will just be original and that is what makes a legend. Trying and doing are different things that can be the same to careless people, but can be done both by careful people. Just a fine line...that you might cross...so just keep on trying because you are already doing it...get it now?