Taking some time off..... I know it's been days not blogging but even a writer can not disclose everything, when a writer gets a visitor (either pain or happiness) you just want to hold to in, you wait for the ink to dry, you enjoy the moment, you pay attention to it. If it's a difficult situation you don't just tell the equation but you find your way around it then give a solution to free a reader, to not wonder but understand. Sometimes the feelings are undiscribable and we search for words to say, it's not that the words are lost or gone or forgotten but simply because they are all there and you just don't know which one to use. Some people take time off to restore something or get rid of something, I take the time of to restore and get rid of something. It's amazing how "or" and "and" can change a sentence, like "If I could" and "I will". The positivity that comes with it and the negativity that is left behind. Sometimes one gets tired and just wants to forget about it all, but it often finds a way back and that shows that you can't escape it, you simply just have accept it. They say you don't choose your destiny, true but I'd like to add that you do choose your jurney, which ever road you pick will lend you where your destiny will be waiting. You just have to choose your jurney carefully because one route is enjoyable, one route is unbarable, the other is just in between. So don't take the perfect one because you might never learn anything, don't take the imperfect one because you may only know one side of a coin. Take the one that has the mixture because you have a lot to learn and you don't know which one your destiny will require. When you get a house, you renovate it and turn it into a home, so that you get the comfortability. Wherever you may go wherever you are take that house and make it a home, because not only does it belong to you but to those who are yet still to come. Taking some time off doesn't neccesarily mean you are left off the track but it just means you were not participating in the race, you were just on the side way. Only you know your limit and therefore never be intimidated by people who tell you that you are a loser because you know your strength. They are doing it for the audience and you know that you are doing it for you, for it is YOUR jurney after all.