I know nothing What I know is what I hear What I hear is what I heard What I heard is what I understand What I understood is what I can tell What I could tell is what I'll share What I shared is what could be received What was received will last forever The history, the strugles and the achievements of a WOMAN Do you smell that? the presence of a woman, so interesting Do you see that? the beauty of a woman, draws your attention from a distance Do you hear that? The sweet but strong voice, that was heard Do you understand that? The history, the struggles and the achievements of a WOMAN!

YamkyFunkyChaz: Has your mind travelled to the past, your 1st thou...

YamkyFunkyChaz: Has your mind travelled to the past, your 1st thou...

Has your mind travelled to the past, your 1st thought is sad memories right? No I'm talking about those happy times where you'd laugh so hard that tears come out, laugh so hard wanting to stop because your stomach hurts. Yeah those were the good times weren't they..... Back then when you thought you knew everything, had a family, great school and that perfect bestfriend for you because you guys had so many differences but yet still having a lot in common. When you'd be helped with everything barely not realising when you need help and when hands would be hanging reaching out to assist you. Walking down memory lane when you would share a bath with your bestfriend and talk about the cutest guy, those time's you'd get shy because she would hook you up. Good times hey, that time you and your family would fill out the whole restuarent because you were so many and made a noise as if you booked the restuarent the whole night. When you'd have movie days and when you go to pick a movie everyone fights and want their favourite, what about those times when there would be a fun function at school and your family there to participate. Gone are those good times :)....... When you and your brother hated vegies so much that you would staff them under your bed and come spring cleaning day you'd be pointing fingures at each other then you'd be grounded, haha. Good days are not gone just that they have passed and usually when something passes it means something new, exciting and better is coming. The days you'd go and take pictures in the park with fam and friends then do something silly like push someone in the pool or hide someones shoe and be amused watching them search for it & getting worried. Those warm huggs, friendly smiles and loving souls. Where have those days gone to :) went to memory lanes I guess

Blank, I tried to find reason, to find understanding. When I found it, everything was all over the place, it confussed me, going too fast, tried to catch it but always came back to knock me down. You know when your head goes blank, when you try to find those words but they are just spinning around your head making it hard to pick. It comes with fear, you see it's easy when you don't know your fears because you can go around the world searching for a reason. I know my fears, unlike you, but like you I still go around the world to search for a reason. You go there to find it, I go there to find a better one than the one I have. Nothing gets to me so fast like my thoughts do. I have visions , I love them because their not so real, reality is not even a chapter I'd like to skip but a book I'd never wanna touch. Why touch it when it's already part of me. My thoughts are spinning again, faster than before, I try to catch up, end up not making sense, but not making sense doesn't mean you not understood, just that they haven't been paying too much attention. I'm still on the fear point, but what happens when fear confronts you. (pause) i can feel your heart beating fast, goes back to the words playing in your head, that are never stopping, still trying to find reason. The mind is not like a cellphone where you can just switch it off whenever it doesn't operate, you cannot resert it, it may be controlled by an operator, you don't fully know it, you just shut it out whenever you don't get it, but that's not how your mind works. You are the operater, you can slow it down, you don't have to face fear, know it, whenever it comes say the feeling is mutual. You are still confussed, thoughts are running even faster trying to get it, hey it got to you 1st, I told you that you are the operator, slow it down. Still blank, nothing will ever be in it if you put it there. Slow down, you the operator, know fear, your mind is full so fill in the blank, empty it. Stopped spinning, everything is calm, can't shut it , can't resert it but live it, it can't touch you you already part of it, life is what was given to you, living it is how you give back not death. Everything is in it's place now.

**QUESTIONS & ANSWERS** We all seem to ask questions but we never seem to find answers. We always ask questions when we angry, sad depressed and mostly when we hurt. Theres always a question why? It only has three letters, so simple to say but most of the time so hard to answer. Whenwe ask questions we mostly confussed or curious and sometimes don't understand. I think when you ask you need a definition in order to understand the situation and most people ask themselves but their never answered and then they go and find someone to make them understand. Sometimes we ask and be answered but still we confussed because you don't understand the situation. Sometimes you've got to put yourself aside and put yourself in the shoes of that someone you seeking answers from, then ask yourself why, who knows you might find more understanding answers and you might not get one reason but more than one beacause you put your mind into it. BECAUSE IN LIFE IT'S NOT THE QUESTIONS THAT ARE DIFFICULT, IT'S THE ANSWERS

Patience.......what a human being fails to have. Being patient is really hard, we always want things now and in a hurry, a qoute once said "we often say God never come's on time, yet we forget that we are always in a hurry". We all have dreams and sometimes we go the wrong way to getting them , and that's when I often get confussed between taking advantage and taking opportunity, it is like the invisible line, that becomes visible after you have crossed t. Patience is a must have, but we often fail to even want it, patience is that seed that is lonely and needs to be planted, to be taken care of and that plant that needs to grow, to not rush, it differs on a soul and one day it will blosson. I always listen when someone talks and the thought just came to my mind when someone said " God answers everyone's prayers, it is like in a restuarant, people ordered fish and chips and their order came 1st but they ordered after you. Be patient my dear you ordered your steak and you wanted it well done, so it is being prepared for you, let them enjoy their fish and chips, your steak is on it's way." this message really got to me because we all cry to God but we don't cry about the same things and therefore we won't all get answer's immediately......patience my dear friends, it is one of life's lesson that we need to learn, that we need to accopmplish and that we need to teach.